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April Star Episode 33
You didn't!
You never treated me as your real daughter.
You have always done everything for the sake of Ye Fan Xing's happiness!
I hate you. I hate the both of you!
You made my life so hard,
so difficult.
You made me bear the status of an orphan for twenty years,
not knowing if my biological parents are alive.
I've lived twenty years without knowing anything.
How many cycles of twenty years are there in one's life?
My life is ruined by all of you.
My family is ruined by all of you, too!
Don't resent Fan Xing. She hasn't lived an easy life carrying this secret.
For the past twenty years, she has lived a hard life.
She was never loved. She received her punishment already.
Please forgive her. I'm going to take all her wrongdoings
with me. Let me take them with me.
Yes. You've committed wrongdoings.
All of you did.
If everything can start anew, I want to be responsible for all the wrongdoings.
I ruined all of your lives. Considering that I raised you,
I beg you to please forgive me.
Fan Xing- Fan Xing doesn't know that I'm her biological mother.
Before I die, can you bring her here to see me for the last time?
Can you let her call me Mom for once?
I beg you.
Si Yue, I beg you.
Ruo Xi. Ruo Xi.
I miss you.
Sister Fan Xing
Ruo Xi.
Ruo Xi, I miss you.
Thank you, Si Yue.
I'm sorry.
Mom!
Sister Fan Xing
Mom!
Fan Xing, I woke up early this morning
to cook your favorite pine nut congee.
- Eat it now. - So many pine nuts.
Or else when your makeup artist and hairstylist come,
you won't have time to eat.
- Let me do it. - Mom, you should have some, too.
I remember you told me which pair of shoes you're wearing today?
Nanny Zhang hasn't prepared it yet. I'll go look for them.
- Honey. - Mom.
Eat breakfast first. Do that later.
But I'm scared there's not enough time. If the shoes aren't pretty, it would be too late to change.
- Mom, they're pretty enough. - There's plenty of time.
I'm your daughter. How can I not be pretty? Come sit down.
- Sit. - I'm not hungry.
- I can prepare things for you. - Mom.
Look at you. I'm the one getting married today. Why are you so nervous?
How can I not?
Today is the happiest day of my life.
All mothers are the same.
To be able to see their daughters get married happily
is my wish, too.
Mom, don't be like this.
It is also my wish to get married with your blessing.
It has now come true, too. Don't cry.
Do you know how dumb I am?
For the past few days, when I passed by
your room every morning,
I would open your door and look at you sleeping.
I'm worried that
I should look at you more often while you're still by my side.
Because my daughter is finally getting married.
From now on, this house is going to lack someone that
sticks by my side, coaxes me, and loves me.
I didn't treasure you before.
I only now know that I don't want to let you go.
I want you to get married, but I don't want you to leave. I don't even know what I'm doing.
I'm so useless.
You're my sweetheart.
You're the brightest star in the sky to me.
You must remember that
even though you're married, I'm still
your strongest support. Got that?
Mom, no matter if I'm the Fan Xing (lit. meaning: many stars) in your heart,
you're my most loving mom.
I'll remember this moment forever.
Brother Han, you must take good care of Fan Xing.
She may look strong on the outside.
But she is soft on the inside.
She looks very confident, but she's also the most unconfident one.
When she says no, it means yes.
When she rejects you, it means she really needs you.
Ye Fan Xing likes to overthink.
If you don't ask her, she'll keep everything inside of her.
So you must ask her.
Then, you'll know what she really thinks deep inside her heart.
Anyway, she is a very complicated woman.
I know you like Fan Xing.
But since she made the decision, I hope you give us your blessing.
From now on, I'll take good care of her.
Oh, right. She also likes Shostakovich
because of a statement he said before.
Don't love me when I'm clean. Love me when I'm dirty.
Because everyone loves me when I'm clean.
What does this mean?
That's not important. It's a famous saying. Just know it.
I'll wait for you at the hotel.
♬ If someone is at a lighthouse, fiddling with her hair, ♬
♬ longing is engraved on the wall and stone. ♬
♬ If feelings can quiver and struggle, and aren't as courteous as they are said to be, ♬
♬ then put down your retrieving hand. ♬
♬ The person in the mirror is spouting lies. ♬
♬ Are you sure about acting against your own will? ♬
♬ If you're pretending to be deaf or mute, why don't I say something first? ♬
♬ Our love like this, at this point, is just right. ♬
♬ It's not too much or too little; it can still be forgotten. ♬
♬ I should be able to take care of myself well. ♬
♬ Our distance like this, at this point, is just right. ♬
♬ A hug won't make us unable to return, irrevocable. ♬
♬ Those who have loved strongly shouldn't argue. ♬
If you want to do something, you should stop now.
I have sent in many bodyguards today.
I think you wouldn't want to see them either.
Do you think I would be afraid? The person doing it is him, not me.
Don't forget. You've been harassing Ye Fan Xing for a long time.
You also told Min Yi Rong to scam the Ye family.
If you are caught, then you will really be destroyed!
Okay, we'll see how everything turns out.
-Please don't let this person in if you see him on site. -Okay.
-And you can call me to notify me. -Okay.
[Report for Missing Person]
Hey!
Help me pick up all the papers. Don't let anyone see them!
[Report for Missing Person]
Look here! Okay.
Look here!
Look over here!
This side!
Here!
Please move to the side.
Please move a bit.
Look over here!
Are you crazy? Why must you ruin Ye Fan Xing?
Then why must you prevent me?
You love Ye Fan Xing so much.
But now she's getting married to Xiao Han. Are you willing?
At least it's not as perverted as you! You want to ruin her!
Okay then. I am perverted.
Then how about you come along and destroy her wedding together.
And I'll give Ye Fan Xing to you, okay?
You think Ye Fan Xing is yours?
Who she wants to marry is her freedom!
You're saying that there's nothing to discuss then?
Turn yourself in!
Fu Xia! Do the both of us really have to go this far?
It's you who forced me to be like this. It's you who forced me.
You forced me!
Here, look over here!
That's it.
♬ I remember you hated goodbyes the most. ♬
♬ I am also afraid to take the initiative to say goodbye. ♬
♬ Your smile is so sweet under the eaves. ♬
♬ Even the rain cannot bear to wet your eyes. ♬
Sister Ye, you're really pretty today.
You're really pretty.
You must promise me,
you must be happy until the end.
From now on,
I will return to being my place as a good friend.
The things I've said in the past,
forget them.
♬ I dislike rainy days; it's always making me think of that moment. ♬
♬ The time after you've left, that happiness that could never be seen again. ♬
♬ Memories are like a bowl of hot soup, providing warmth on a certain rainy day. ♬
♬ But it fails to warm, ♬
♬ the reminiscence of your company that was once by my side. ♬
Sister, I know that you and Aunt have always lived together.
Now that Aunt is gone, you must be sad.
If you want to cry, then cry.
I am here for you.
Why must I cry?
Today is not the day to cry.
Today is Sister Fan Xing's wedding. I need to attend that.
Am I pretty?
Are you sick?
Do you have a fever?
Am I pretty?
Yes, you are.
I'm going to attend your daughter's wedding.
Are you happy?
You're the most beautiful bride I've ever seen.
Do you know where Fu Xia went?
Who knows?
Si Yue, you're here.
Let me help you.
I can do it myself.
Brother Xiao Han, I'm jealous of Sister Fan Xing for having so much in her life.
How great would it be if I could be like her one day?
Si Yue, don't worry.
You'll definitely find your true love.
But that person definitely won't be you then.
If there is no Sister Fan Xing, would you pick me?
There are no if's in life.
You know that I always see you as my sister.
What happened to you today? I think you seem really odd.
That is a kiss of blessing.
Brother Xiao Han, I hope I meet you again in my next life.
Min Yi Rong, wait.
- Don't grab me. - I'm not.
Have you seen Si Yue?
I'm here to find her, too. I'll leave when I do.
I don't know what happened to her.
She said a lot of weird things to me when she came to find me.
Of course, it's weird.
Her mom just passed away and she is now attending your wedding.
What do you mean?
Sorry. I don't mean to give you bad luck.
Do you not know that Aunt passed away from a car accident?
Si Yue's mom passed away?
It happened too suddenly. Sister Si Yue was so shocked.
She didn't eat or drink the whole day.
When she woke up, she said she is going to your wedding.
Her whole person seemed to be broken down.
This is a kiss of blessing.
Brother Xiao Han, I hope I meet you again in my next life.
Go find her with me.
Aren't you getting married?
I'm afraid she would act recklessly.
Fan Xing, I bumped into Si Yue outside.
Si Yue is here? Where is she?
She said she has an emergency, so she left.
She told me to give this to you.
What is this?
A red card? Did she make a mistake?
Pick up your phone.
Brother Xiao Han, are you saying that Sister Si Yue would do dumb things?
Drive faster.
- Come on. - You came too?
Yes! Right! Good!
You are really good.
Go over there.
- Congratulations. - Thank you.
Hello, everyone.
Drink some water first.
Don't worry. They're coming soon.
- Please wait. - Please wait.
Hi, Dennis.
Sister Fan Xing, something bad happened. We can't find Director Xiao.
What? You can't find him?
He came together with me awhile ago.
Some people said he ran out of the front door.
I kept calling him, but he didn't pick up.
All the guests are waiting. What should we do?
Calm down the guests first. I'll go find him.
Why can't they find him?
Si Yue. Si Yue.
- Si Yue. - Sister Si Yue.
- Si Yue. Si Yue. - Sister Si Yue.
Si Yue.
- I'll go here. - Here.
Si Yue. Si Yue.
She's not here. I looked everywhere.
Thank you so much.
Why aren't they here yet?
I know, right?
- Hi, everyone. - Hi, Aunt and Uncle.
Hi, Aunt and Uncle.
Director Xiao went missing. Sister Fan Xing is looking for him.
Serve the guests some fruits first.
We'll send some fruits.
- Eat some fruits. - Please wait a bit.
Please sit.
What's wrong with Xiao Han?
Let's go.
Everyone, please sit.
Okay.
Go on.
Hello. Hello, everyone.
Dear everyone, are you guys getting anxious from waiting too long?
Are we right?
I'm really anxious, too.
A match made in heaven
needs some time to prepare.
What? Okay. I heard it from far away that they're at their last step of preparation.
That means the perfect wedding is about to start.
Is there a surprise?
Surprise?
Pick up.
- What happened? - Mom.
Where is Xiao Han?
Maybe he has an emergency. He didn't pick up my calls.
Are you kidding me? What's more important than his wedding?
Does he not know what today is?
Today is your wedding.
As the groom, how can he run away? How can it be like this?
What's wrong with Xiao Han?
- I'll go find him. - Stop.
Do you know that everyone is waiting?
How can you two leave one by one?
Tell Xiao Han to come back. Immediately. Right now.
Or else you're not getting married to him.
Mom. Dad.
Hello? Where are you?
Si Yue committed suicide.
What? Suicide?
How is her condition right now?
We just sent her to the hospital. She's still unconscious.
Doctor says she needs to stay here for awhile.
Why did she suddenly do this?
Si Yue's mom passed away from a car accident two days ago.
Before the wedding, Si Yue came to me and said a lot of weird things.
I thought it was odd then.
I didn't know that she would do such a thing.
Xiao Han, I understand. No one feels good in this kind of situation.
But the wedding is about to start.
There are relatives, guests, friends, colleagues, and seniors waiting for us.
You can't keep them waiting.
Alright. Can you come back first? Let's complete the wedding.
Then, I'll go with you
to see Si Yue immediately. Okay?
Hello? Can you hear me?
Xiao Han, this wedding is really important to me.
I beg you, okay?
Please come back for one hour. Just give me one hour.
I'll leave with you afterward.
Sorry, Fan Xing.
Si Yue is still unconscious.
I really can't leave now.
No matter what, it's a person's life we're talking about here.
Moreover, her mom already passed away.
She doesn't have anyone now.
If something bad happens, I'm sure you would also be unsettled.
Can you wait a little while?
When her condition is out of danger, I'll come back immediately.
Sorry.
Xiao Han, I can't wait anymore.
I really can't wait anymore.
Maybe you'll never understand
how exhausted I am from
trying to earn Mom's blessing for our wedding.
Then, I want to use this moment's happiness to combat all the difficulties in the future.
But why won't you give me this last bit of hope?
- Sister Fan Xing. - Sister Fan Xing.
Dear guests and friends,
sorry to make you wait so long.
I just received the news that
a very good friend of mine
is really sick.
- Who? - I don't know.
- Who is it? - Who is it?
I need to go to the hospital now to see her.
- What happened? - Why is it like this?
I understand that
a wedding is the most romantic event in a woman's life.
But compared to this romantic event, a friend's health is more important.
Thank you for coming.
You can count this wedding as a memory.
- What? - What do we do?
Xiao Han and I will treat you on another day.
Thank you.
You're awake?
My mom is gone.
I know.
She can't come back alive.
I know you're really sad.
But if you treat yourself like this, what should others do?
I don't have anyone close anymore.
What are you saying? You still have Fan Xing and me.
Sister Fan Xing... Brother Xiao Han, aren't you supposed to be at the wedding now?
Sister, you finally woke up. I'm so worried about you.
Why did you do such a dumb thing?
It's all thanks to Brother Xiao Han. He saved you.
Brother Xiao Han.
Brother Xiao Han, you saved me?
What about your wedding?
We pushed it back.
Sister Fan Xing is a competitive person. If it's because of me... No. I need to explain to her.
Don't move.
I'll take care of this myself.
Promise me that you won't do this again.
Look at me.
Promise me that you won't take life as a joke.
I want you to say it aloud.
I promise you.
Take some rest. I'll go to Fan Xing.
Fan Xing.
Sorry.
Why did you come back? Are you here to see how messed up I am?
Leave!
Fan Xing.
I really hurt you.
For all these years, I'm used to your strong character.
But I forget that you also need someone to take care of you.
I really don't want this. But it happened too suddenly.
Si Yue was in danger. I couldn't just leave her behind.
So you decided to leave me behind.
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♬ High heels squeeze my toes ♬ ♬ I wear a mask, walking through the city ♬
♬ Loneliness can also be very glamorous ♬
♬ I'm just scared that there will still be tears ♬ ♬ And to be discovered by others would be very embarrassing ♬
♬ Elegantly, I say goodbye, ♬
♬ Like a butterfly that is forlornly fluttering ♬
♬ It's not that I'm stupid; it's just the journey ♬
♬ I'll keep waiting for the person who will never come ♬
♬ It's just that I want someone's company ♬
♬ I want to have someone to share the dark nights with ♬
♬ Only after waking up do I realize, ♬
♬ The room is already empty ♬
♬ It's just that I want someone's company ♬
♬ It doesn't matter, even if it's only for a moment ♬
♬ I'll pretend that it doesn't matter, ♬
♬ It's just that I want someone's company ♬
♬ I want to have someone to share the dark nights with ♬
♬ Only after waking up do I realize, ♬
♬ The room is already empty ♬
♬ It's just that I want someone's company ♬
♬ It doesn't matter, even if it's only for a moment ♬
♬ I'll pretend that it doesn't matter, ♬
♬ That everything doesn't matter anymore ♬